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[Saturday
15 Sep 2007 @ 09:54pm] |
Welll you know, I guess it's not so bad right now.
Cold medecine and alcohole. Wee.
I'd rather spend the nnighght with someone because I don't really feel all too keen about possibly dying in my sleep, but it's all goood.
But really thought. I just need a hug is all. I need someone to care that I',m sad and everything and it just sucks that... there's really nobody here who will hug me. Brittany hugsa and all but you know.... it only helps so much.,..
E-hugs are nice too but I can't FEEEEEL them through the monitor :( :( :( if only.
I'm lonely. And sad. and all that.
hi :(
why won't people spend more time with me? Am I bad?
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[Saturday
15 Sep 2007 @ 08:44pm] |
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I'm so torn. I want to say in Winnipeg with my friends and other family members and classes... everything's here. But I don't want to live here with Connie. I just can't do it anymore. This length of time has been enough. It's a nightmare. You have no idea. (Brittany does though)
So I'm thinking that eventually I'll have to move back in with my parents in BC. :(
I don't want to though. Some people here know why it's harder for me to leave. :P (As Lex gags in a corner)
*sigh* Maybe I'll spend a few nights at Andrew's place, and with Lex if she'll have me. :(
I'll have to figure something out later because this is making me cry at the moment. ;~; I don't want to think of leaving everybody. I'm just getting to know some people!!!
;~;
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[Sunday
09 Sep 2007 @ 11:55pm] |
Dear LJ:
I didn't want tonight to end for many different reasons. I don't want to wake up tomorrow to go to university (I'm sick of three hour bus rides and it's only the third day of classes). I didn't really do much preparing for class. Okay, I didn't do any at all. I've just been too cold.
Okay. Paprika. Trippy, colourful, looked like something Brittany would be dreaming, and it was kool. I thought the ending was a little strange. I honestly didn't see a romantic connection between Atsuko and Tokita. Probably because I couldn't read half of the subtitles due to a guy sitting directly in front of me with a big head. But anyway, it was a pretty good movie. Paying for it was a little confusing, but at the end of the night I see I didn't pay for anything (which makes me feel kind of bad). I'm really glad I went to see it with Kyle and Brittany. :) We had food at Elephant & Castle before the movie, and before that we drove around aimlessly with the top down. It was great. :)
I feel this picture explains a lot of the movie:
I need more of a social life! Yes, more driving aimlessly and random anime movies and appetizers and stuff! :) Otherwise my life will consist only of taking the bus four times a day, going to class, writing essays, doing assignments, eating and sleeping.
Mmhmm, hence why I didn't want to come home tonight and why I didn't want the night to end. It was a great night.
What? Brittany was just sucking on a battery. She can't explain why either. :/ Now she's chewing on a cord.
She keeps looking over my shoulder "HI BRITTANY"
Anyway. I should get to bed soon but I feel wide awake!
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[Tuesday
31 Jul 2007 @ 08:57pm] |
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Maroon 5 - Can't Stop (I can't stop listening to this song :D :D) |
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So hay. Public post. For the time being. ;)
:D
Here are the pictures we took at Ai-Kon. Some are from my birthday the other week. Photographers are: Myself, Lex and Brittany. :D
( YUMMY AI-KON :D :D )
La Fin.
Yay! Yep, that's all. Pictures that were just plain bad didn't get uploaded. Mwahahaa.
And I'm tired now. I was pretty awake for Ai-Kon. The exhaustion completely hit me dead off my feet at supper today while I was "outfit shopping" at Polo Park..
Perhaps pictures of that outfit may be soon to come. :) And my outfit that I'll be wearing to my brother's wedding. OH MY GOD. I'll taking billions of wedding pictures on his wedding day. I mean, why not? I feel like it and so it shall be that Sarah will be the paparazzi on this specific occasion.
HEE HEE HEE.
This Maroon 5 song makes me giddy as hell. :D :D :D
P.S. ( Slightly embarassing moment with mother. )
Lol. Anyway.
Bye. :) :) :)
All alone in my room, think of you at a rate that is truly alarming
I keep looping my memories of you in my head, I pretend that you want me
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities
And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You never call, what do I do?
And I can't stop thinking about your love
Ohh, yeah
Can't believe I could think that she would just follow me everywhere I go
I just wrestle with you in my dreams and wake up making love to a pillow
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities
And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You never call, what do I do?
And I can't stop, and I can't stop
What I would give to have you look in my direction
And I'd give my life to somehow attract your attention
And I touch myself like it's somebody else
Thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind, let me show you
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You'll never go, what do I do?
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You'll never go, what do I do?
And I can't stop thinking about you
I feel like these lyrics were written for/about me. :O
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